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Another 2days will mark a year without any entry in this blog..(phooooohhhhh *tiup sawang2 yg penuh kat blog ni).

Sumpah mak bz sejak beranak 5..3 bulan maternity leaves sambung sampai raya..masuk je kerja jadual hidupku tunggang terbalik..

tidur sejam sekali bangun-bangun tidur-kelamkabut anak sekolah-iron baju-mandi siap2-hantar Ariff dan Aniq-hantar Aina-kelamkabut g kerja-kerjakerjakerja-cover tidur time lunch hour-balik kerja-amik Aina-amik Ariff dan Aniq-fetch kakak dan Aqilah-balik rumah-masak-jerit suh budak2 mandi nk g ngaji-Aniq nak tetek-sambung masak-Ariff berak-Aniq berak-mandikan Aniq-jerit suh girls solat-Aniq nak tetek-tidurkan Aniq-girls and Ariff g ngaji-Aniq tido-dapat time mandi-solat Maghrib-sidai baju-angkat baju-anak2 balik ngaji-layan anak2 makan-Aniq sedar-checking homework girls-masa ni dh rasa nak pengsan-Aniq nk tetek---sikit lagi nk pengsan--abah balik--i completely EXHAUSTED

mula2 start kerja i seriously STRESSED

i STRESSED

Too many things to do

like all urgent things..at one time

Now dah slowly OK, boleh adapt..cuma Aniq still refuse bottle-feeding...dia nak direct feeding..susu cap gantung lagi fresh katanya.

Rumah as usual..sepah..anak2 main masa i tgh bz masak..bf Aniq...kuar2 dh sepah

Penat nk marah..letih..

kalau larat i kutip

kalau tak lantakla situ..pastu bapaknya balik ngamuk tengok sepah (guys..come on..try u kena go through daily routine like me, u will definitely wearing boxer only in the messy house while your face turning red)

Pls fahami keletihan melampau kaum ibu beranak kecik macam kami.tidur xpernah dapat yg berkualiti.mandi rasa x bersih.waktu berak pon x aman.makan mana dan je. try not to be loud for small2 things..kalau nampak tolong2 kemas atau buat something bg wifey release..

Tapi I tetap bersyukur dikurniakan rezeki anak ramai gini. Biar rumah sepah daripada rumah bersih tanpa hilai tawa tangisan anak2 i. Biar i xcukup tidur daripada i tidur lena tapi kesunyian.Biar i makan je ape yg ade daripada makan sedap tanpa anak2.Biar i berak x aman daripada i runsing xdengar suara anak2.

productive

Welcoming 2nd trimester..thanks Allah..the evening sickness was subdue

15th weeks and this is how the baby looks like..obviously perfect mini human inside me..

Soon my anak syurga akan bertambah..makin penuh pintu umah tokmek nak muatkan gambar raya diorang..

hasil jahitan

Introducing my new babyyyy......ok x new sgt pon...dh setahun lebih umurnya..

Yess i'm really addicted to sewing...my real hobby that I discover during my age of 34 (phewww)

So I went to 6 months sewing class, learning how to draw pola, measurement, pattern, how to handle industrial sewing machine (giller laju)..

Hasilnya bolehla jahit sikit2

baju kurung

baju kurung moden

jubah

baju melayu

skirt mermaid/A cut

so lepastu belila online portable mesin jahit Brother GS2700 ni ..RM850 dpt side cutter dgn ruffler foot. pastu kumpul duit main kutu RM130 x 10months beli mesin jahit tepi Brother 3034D..dan bermulalah kegilaan terhadap dunia jahitan (konon)

time awal2, skrg dh sepah dgn ade plak mesin jahit tepi lagi

A Line skirt dgn pinggang getah+pengeras

complete set A Line Skirt with peplum for girls n baju melayu teluk belanga for Ariff..jadi baju raya 2015

2 pasang baju Ariff

pastu kegilaan memuncak dgn menempah label plak

dress girls lagi..utk wedding kak chik..my top beli online, mermaid skirt je jahit sendiri

lps operate ectopic 3 bulan kemudian siap dress pricess cut utk Emak..total time:6 bulan...perrgghhhh 

alahai...buruknya..projek alas kaki kain perca

excited amik gmbr wat lapik baju kurung

siap trial

kegilaan memuncak dengan beli 100 bijik benang RM50...multicolours..pastu beli lagi 100

A Line jubah utk diri sendiri

siap lengan cuff dgn butang balut sebijik 40sen

malas jahit wat brooch girls plak

gmbr raya tahun 2015..alaa...nape kakak tu..Aina x tgk camera

in process making full circle dress

baju sekolah n kain last minit

buat fitted bedsheets utk bilik girls

best friend GS2700

dress girls tema biru putih

so mmg dh lama nk compile gmbr2 hasil ni...buat kenangan..sbb semua tu ade sentimental values sendiri..jerit-perih-peluh-happy-lega-sadis sbb jahit tetas jahit tetas..at least bila tgk anak2 gembira pakai hasil ummi sendiri hilang rasa letih tu...yela siang kerja,balik jd chef,weekend driver, mlm jd cikgu, teddy bear lagi..multiplayer..masa tu la curik2 jd tailor amatur plak...

ectopic?

punya la lama x update blog ni.
sibuk dengan urusan duniawi
bulan 11 company husband trip to Phuket (berdua je, askar tinggal)
pastu balik kampung, sibuk jahit baju uniform sekolah Arissa at the very last minutes
January bz dengan sekolah, kerja,urus rumah, baju bajan, sepah2 umah blablablabla
then 10 Jan my 35th birthday
hadiahnya?
positive UPT
tapi seminggu je dpt hadiah tu
19 jan admitted at SALAM sbb ectopic pregnancy
tiba2 kena masuk OT, kena belah 2cm incision untuk potong n remove sebelah tiub Fallopio tu
4 hari dlm wad, 19 hari hospitalization leave
ni baru seminggu kerja balik
aduhhhhh.....letih....baru je syiok2 cuti...
nanti bila2 free I akan tulis kenangan ectopic pregnancy ni
now continue work
chowwww

ready or not

still thinking...
am I ready to be like this again??
large, bloated, morning sickness, heaviness, cramp leg

I am sooo not ready
but I love my looks during preggy :p

*got request from kakak..'ummi...keluarkan la lg 2 baby...boys...."
and from hubby, too

this creature

sometimes i really dont understand this creature..

man

when we concern, they thought us busybody, annoying

when we checking their condition, eat or not, ok or not

they might think us like mak nenek

when we ask, they return by high-pitch-mad-voice

when we ignore, said us not concern

when they talk to other creatures, they were soft-spoken

but with their life partner?their voice like saying why u calling me?no need to hear your voice

 man

i simply dont understand him

text no reply

call no answer

end up i was scolded

my heart broken

Aina Zulaikha is 4 years old

4 years ago, at this time I was at Mak's house, started to feel contraction, pain, waiting any sign to labour process which expected to happen by midnight..

Today, this little girl has grown up..went to kindergarten as early as 3 years and 3 months old..and already has a younger brother..occasionally she threw tantrum, but most of the time Aina is very easy to handle..I love you my daughter..always miss your cheeky smile..even u always make me mad, ummi still loves you..

Happy birthday sayang..pls dont grow up so fast...

9 years together

Happy 9th Anniversary to both of us (1.9.2006 - 1.9.2015).Semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati, memelihara hubungan ini daripada gangguan...dengan kehadiran anak2 soleh/solehah sebagai pewaris umat Nabi Muhammad SAW..Thanks for accepting me as I am, my lovely imam of my life..

klikklikklik

klik klik klik klik...within 5 minutes, RM2.4k from salary gone!!!
house loan,personal loan, bills (hp, electricity), insurance, PTPTN,credit card,monthly kutu..
luckily I am still working..Syukur Ya Allah...
So balance money just enough to survive until next round salary
Nasib baik I jenis mkn bwk bekal from home..sooo save a lottttt of money..I dont need pocket money provided my car fuel filled and my smart tag as well..
hmmm...thinking to reward myself with a piece (or maybe 2??)simple and cheap Muslimah blouse from online website..I have been eyeing this blouse for past few days...come on...blouse only RM35..far from 2.4K I've spent...after all, need bigger attire to cover my gaining fat!!

Bosan dgn KPI x sudah2

semlm my Chemist bgtau yg boss ckp KPI sekrg dh menurun..so deep inside my heart i feel like she pointed to me..ok, fine..I am under probation after promoted..but I have given task more..in fact so much more..last time, before Raya I had argument with her..She asked me to check and translate every single words in the products pail label within 3 days..That job actually supposed to be done by 3rd party which company hiring, they have done it but...macam taik!!!copy n paste from others sebijik2 padahal lain2 product category!!
Me: Boss, I never go through like this, checking every single words.last time I just check the major thing like the Bahasa, spelling only.
Boss: That's why lorr...u need to check everything and translate back in Bahasa
Me: Then why are we hiring the agent if everything will be done by me?What are they doing then?Nothing!!
Boss: I also dont know.This is between Marketing and the agent. We supposed to check only and I already told them
Me : All this rubbish.They just copy n paste everything even obviously wrong. If like this better not hire them and ask me to do all from start!!
Boss : You need to give to me before going off for Raya

memang aku merampuss..aku g surau pastu meluah perasaan kt my bf there..bengangggggg...

Last week the sheets came again..and knowing I was pissed off, she softly asked me

Boss : Aishah, last time this translation, u have the soft copy right??where did u save it?
Me : aahhh...come again for second revision?I saved it in my desktop..U just give me, I'll check back everything..(betapa muka dia relief masa aku ckp mcm tu)

malas nk argue dah, dahla under probation.

Then just before Raya, she forward me an email..I need to key in 60 colours (60colours meaning 120 including packing), as summary will be sets of 60 x 2 x 6 fields= 720 fields need to be completed!!!
colours need to be predicted by Colorist first, then only I can make my move
one day I can key up to 10 colours if no other distractions (other things to do)

Phewww...letih...blm siap dia bg lagi kerja...dan lagi dan lagi....malas nk taip ape kerjanya..

Bosan dah ni weiiii...
mcm ni pon nk ckp KPI down?? dh mcm2 kerja ko bg ni

kan best dapat cium kepala masam ni xyah pikir kerja kerja kerja

how dare you

I seriously stressed right now

i mean really stressed

pagi ni pengasuh call, ckp susu abis..ok, i ckp kul 10 am i balik jap antar susu..

by the time sampai, pintu kunci, so i bukak sikit tingkap, takut ariff tgh tidur ke..pastu ketuk2 cermin slow2 sambil bg salam..tetiba dgr suara ariff nangis kt dapur..ooohh maybe basuh berak...so dlm seminit gitu tggu, dari pandangan tingkap tu ape i nmpk???

Ibu Aidah tu pegang ariff sebelah tgn tergantung sambil berjalan!!!boleh imagine??mcm jinjit beg plastik sambil Ariff nangis2 teriak!!mataku dh terbuntang bulat!!dia nmpk muka aku kt tingkap, terus ckp "oop!!"sambil lps tgn Ariff pastu baru dukung mcm normal.

HELLOOOOO!!!!

itu x boleh diterima ok!!

sebab itu baby ye...baby yg baru setahun!!!tulangnya lembut lagi.kalau terkehel bahu mcmane?kalau tercabut pergelangan tgnnya mcmane??siap ko!aku nk dpt Ariff sampai 8 Tahun menunggu ko tau tak??ko senang2 pegang anak aku mcm pegang beg plastik beli brg kt 99 speedmart!!

aku mmg terganggu sgt2 skrg...ternmpk2 ariff..terasa2 dia peluk aku sambil nangis2 tadi..i pakaikan pampers, baju, pujuk dia isap susu..pastu terpaksa pergi masuk kerja dgn berat hati...Ariff...kesian anak ummi...

Ko ni kan pengasuh..tlg la ikhlas sikit..bukan aku suruh dukung, tatang anakku mcm ape..cuma jgn buat gitu..itu baby lagi kan..ko xde perasaan keibuan ke walaupun blm kawen??tu anak aku..nyawa aku..my only boy..sampai hati ko ye..

my love

my baby

seriusly rindu dak botak ni

Bayou Lagoon Resort

bosannya kerja..kan best kalau hari2 dpt bercuti..jalan2..window shopping...
tp gerenti duit xde kalau x kerja..lg laa x dpt bercuti, jalan2...
berangan nk jd boss..ade bisnes sendiri..butik ke..pagi2 antar anak2 sekolah..pastu buat housechores sikit...lepak2..amik anak balik sekolah...g butik, kira2 duit...amik cash..checking sana sini...pastu balik...walaweiiiii.....heaven...on the way balik singgah supermarket, beli groceries, window shopping jap..pastu baru balik umah...
berangan!!berangan minah jenin...
effort xde, duit xde, skill nk buat bisnes ape x tau
abis2 mkn gaji je la....

so berbalik pada topik asal..
x ingat dh bila kejadian ni...dlm bulan Mac 2015 kot...
g la bwk anak2 bercuti ke Bayou Lagoon Resort Melaka
Voucher mak ngah dpt utk apartment 3 bilik (no breakfast)
Biasala...kalau dah ade satu group kanak2 riang ni..harusla bwk ke taman tema, bagi diorang naik hantu main air..

tetiba ade 9 anak (2 xde dlm gmbr)

view terbaik

tgh buli Ariff

dining hall...bolehla

aina pakai sluar pjg sbb bikini asik kuar bontot

seronok korang ye...abah x sampai2 lagi time ni

kencing sambil shower?

gelap gmbr nya

mak budak excited