ready or not

still thinking...
am I ready to be like this again??
large, bloated, morning sickness, heaviness, cramp leg

I am sooo not ready
but I love my looks during preggy :p

*got request from kakak..'ummi...keluarkan la lg 2 baby...boys...."
and from hubby, too

this creature

sometimes i really dont understand this creature..

man

when we concern, they thought us busybody, annoying

when we checking their condition, eat or not, ok or not

they might think us like mak nenek

when we ask, they return by high-pitch-mad-voice

when we ignore, said us not concern

when they talk to other creatures, they were soft-spoken

but with their life partner?their voice like saying why u calling me?no need to hear your voice

 man

i simply dont understand him

text no reply

call no answer

end up i was scolded

my heart broken

Aina Zulaikha is 4 years old

4 years ago, at this time I was at Mak's house, started to feel contraction, pain, waiting any sign to labour process which expected to happen by midnight..

Today, this little girl has grown up..went to kindergarten as early as 3 years and 3 months old..and already has a younger brother..occasionally she threw tantrum, but most of the time Aina is very easy to handle..I love you my daughter..always miss your cheeky smile..even u always make me mad, ummi still loves you..

Happy birthday sayang..pls dont grow up so fast...

9 years together

Happy 9th Anniversary to both of us (1.9.2006 - 1.9.2015).Semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati, memelihara hubungan ini daripada gangguan...dengan kehadiran anak2 soleh/solehah sebagai pewaris umat Nabi Muhammad SAW..Thanks for accepting me as I am, my lovely imam of my life..

klikklikklik

klik klik klik klik...within 5 minutes, RM2.4k from salary gone!!!
house loan,personal loan, bills (hp, electricity), insurance, PTPTN,credit card,monthly kutu..
luckily I am still working..Syukur Ya Allah...
So balance money just enough to survive until next round salary
Nasib baik I jenis mkn bwk bekal from home..sooo save a lottttt of money..I dont need pocket money provided my car fuel filled and my smart tag as well..
hmmm...thinking to reward myself with a piece (or maybe 2??)simple and cheap Muslimah blouse from online website..I have been eyeing this blouse for past few days...come on...blouse only RM35..far from 2.4K I've spent...after all, need bigger attire to cover my gaining fat!!

Bosan dgn KPI x sudah2

semlm my Chemist bgtau yg boss ckp KPI sekrg dh menurun..so deep inside my heart i feel like she pointed to me..ok, fine..I am under probation after promoted..but I have given task more..in fact so much more..last time, before Raya I had argument with her..She asked me to check and translate every single words in the products pail label within 3 days..That job actually supposed to be done by 3rd party which company hiring, they have done it but...macam taik!!!copy n paste from others sebijik2 padahal lain2 product category!!
Me: Boss, I never go through like this, checking every single words.last time I just check the major thing like the Bahasa, spelling only.
Boss: That's why lorr...u need to check everything and translate back in Bahasa
Me: Then why are we hiring the agent if everything will be done by me?What are they doing then?Nothing!!
Boss: I also dont know.This is between Marketing and the agent. We supposed to check only and I already told them
Me : All this rubbish.They just copy n paste everything even obviously wrong. If like this better not hire them and ask me to do all from start!!
Boss : You need to give to me before going off for Raya

memang aku merampuss..aku g surau pastu meluah perasaan kt my bf there..bengangggggg...

Last week the sheets came again..and knowing I was pissed off, she softly asked me

Boss : Aishah, last time this translation, u have the soft copy right??where did u save it?
Me : aahhh...come again for second revision?I saved it in my desktop..U just give me, I'll check back everything..(betapa muka dia relief masa aku ckp mcm tu)

malas nk argue dah, dahla under probation.

Then just before Raya, she forward me an email..I need to key in 60 colours (60colours meaning 120 including packing), as summary will be sets of 60 x 2 x 6 fields= 720 fields need to be completed!!!
colours need to be predicted by Colorist first, then only I can make my move
one day I can key up to 10 colours if no other distractions (other things to do)

Phewww...letih...blm siap dia bg lagi kerja...dan lagi dan lagi....malas nk taip ape kerjanya..

Bosan dah ni weiiii...
mcm ni pon nk ckp KPI down?? dh mcm2 kerja ko bg ni

kan best dapat cium kepala masam ni xyah pikir kerja kerja kerja

how dare you

I seriously stressed right now

i mean really stressed

pagi ni pengasuh call, ckp susu abis..ok, i ckp kul 10 am i balik jap antar susu..

by the time sampai, pintu kunci, so i bukak sikit tingkap, takut ariff tgh tidur ke..pastu ketuk2 cermin slow2 sambil bg salam..tetiba dgr suara ariff nangis kt dapur..ooohh maybe basuh berak...so dlm seminit gitu tggu, dari pandangan tingkap tu ape i nmpk???

Ibu Aidah tu pegang ariff sebelah tgn tergantung sambil berjalan!!!boleh imagine??mcm jinjit beg plastik sambil Ariff nangis2 teriak!!mataku dh terbuntang bulat!!dia nmpk muka aku kt tingkap, terus ckp "oop!!"sambil lps tgn Ariff pastu baru dukung mcm normal.

HELLOOOOO!!!!

itu x boleh diterima ok!!

sebab itu baby ye...baby yg baru setahun!!!tulangnya lembut lagi.kalau terkehel bahu mcmane?kalau tercabut pergelangan tgnnya mcmane??siap ko!aku nk dpt Ariff sampai 8 Tahun menunggu ko tau tak??ko senang2 pegang anak aku mcm pegang beg plastik beli brg kt 99 speedmart!!

aku mmg terganggu sgt2 skrg...ternmpk2 ariff..terasa2 dia peluk aku sambil nangis2 tadi..i pakaikan pampers, baju, pujuk dia isap susu..pastu terpaksa pergi masuk kerja dgn berat hati...Ariff...kesian anak ummi...

Ko ni kan pengasuh..tlg la ikhlas sikit..bukan aku suruh dukung, tatang anakku mcm ape..cuma jgn buat gitu..itu baby lagi kan..ko xde perasaan keibuan ke walaupun blm kawen??tu anak aku..nyawa aku..my only boy..sampai hati ko ye..

my love

my baby

seriusly rindu dak botak ni