Wednesday, June 24, 2015

makan...makanan....nasib xde gmbr

bila dh puasa..mcm2 mknn teringin nk buat, nk mkn...

teringin nk mkn kuih cara berlauk buatan sendiri
teringin nk buat mee kari
teringin nk mkn ayam percik
teringin nk mkn nasi kerabu
teringin nk mkn sup tulang
teringin nk buat cookies raya

walaweii...byknya teringin..yg penting masa tu...kul 6:10 br sampai rumah..kelentungkelentang kt dapur dptla masak nasi, buat sejenis lauk dgn sayur ke..
punya google resepi, telan ailio tgk resepi org fwd...last2 masak ape yg reti je..
semlm buat mee goreng, nasi putih...udang goreng kunyit..
sahur dh 2-3 x buat nasi goreng je..tu je yg kakak lalu mkn...
kesian suami..i have tried my best...syukur dpt dirimu yg x cerewet bab mknn...

hari ni?
tekak rasa nk mkn mee kari...tp buat kuetiaw sup sdp gak..utk kids buat spagetti bolognaise..
bosan gak asik mkn nasik je..hmmmm.......

Thursday, June 18, 2015

sedekad

Rambling sementara nak ke meeting..

Tahun ke sepuluh Ramadhan sebagai ummi..isteri...a cook..tukang kejut..
Alhamdulillah...ketemu Ramdahan kareem tahun ni...semoga dapat berpuasa penuh...DANNNN menggantikan puasa2 yg belum berganti (Masya Allah)...

First day puasa, melompat bangun..5:40am!!!x sedar sebab hp kt hall, pastu tidur x lena sbb Aina asik nangis dan girls tidur buas...tp xpe ummi dh set jam kul 4:30, insyaallah esok sahur mcm biasa...tp kesian kakak...knowing she's picky eater, so xnk mkn ape2..minum susu je..ummi n abah sempat mkn kurma n minum air kosong.

tgh fikir menu berbuka..masak..jarang sgt2 dlm sepuluh tahun ni kami mkn mknn bazaar ramadhan..cuma masakan rumah yg simple2 je..nasib baik suami x cerewet dan mmg suka masakan rumah..so hari ni mungkin masak nasi goreng utk kakak, nasi putih, ikan kerisi goreng, sayur kubis goreng..n nugget goreng...cukupla kan..bersederhana saje..

semalam baru dpt result 1st term kakak...syukur...kakak dapat no 1 dlm kelas 2 Rajin..we are so proud of you Arissa Zahirah...terus bwk for KFC treat n beli set stationary (dlm RM7) utk hadiah dia...

Friday, June 12, 2015

here without you

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you, baby

But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh, yeah, yeah

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you, baby


i miss u, DEEPLY..
8 days is like 800 years..the longest time I never see your face, hear your voice,no arguement partner..
Saturday...pls come quickly...bring my lover to me..

Thursday, June 4, 2015

Ariff Zulimran is 1 year

Assalamualaikum...
Blogging mojo dh hilang...mana mau kukutip kerajinan mengabdikan kisah anak2 ku dlm blog ni..kesibukan hal duniawi..
Dek kerana hari ni adalah ulangtahun pertama Ariff, maka ummi pon tulisla sikit kat sini...sebagai kenangan coretan kemuadian hari...
4/6/2014
Kelahiranmu ditunggu...39minggu dlm kandungan...sakit bersalin masih tiada..
Ummi g checkup, Dr ckp dh boleh kalau nk bersalin...doc bukakkan jalan...pastu masuk wad..
kakak2 semua abah hantar rumah maksu sbb nenek xde kat rumah..
sepanjang mlm terbaring kt wad, contraction makin kurang..baby makin kurang gerak..CTG makin slow..ni la antara risiko duduk wad.kalau kt rumah byk berjalan boleh tolong bukak salur peranakan.
sepanjang malam ummi x tidur lena..kejap2 nurse masuk check bp..abah temankan tidur sbb takut2 nk terberanak tgh2 mlm..
pagi2 lps breakfast doc suruh masukkan ubat berak lps bertanya keadaan..so dia advise induce sbb movement baby kurang, takut dh termakan tahi sbb baby dh cukup matang..
so bermulalah episod sakitnya contraction..sbb induce ni mcm dia paksa baby turun ke pintu rahim..air ketuban dipecahkan...tak tertanggung sakitnya macam nak patah2 pinggang..kaki kadang2 x rasa dah...airmata asik kluar je...
ade sekali tu

ummi: bang..panggilla nurse...sakit sangat rasanya ni...x tahan...
abah: sabarla yang...memang gitu la...tahan sikit...
ummi: tapi ni sakit sgt ni..blkg sakit...mcm semacam..
abah: tggu je la..sabar ye...

dlm 10 minit gitu, Doc Siti datang..
Doc: ni laju sgt rate masuk ubat ni...nurse!!slow down the rate...Aishah..u rasa tak selesa ye?sakit sangat ye?
ummi: ye doc
Doc:xpe, I bg u ok sikit (sambil seluk2 dlm tu)

tp seriusly lps dia seluk tu jd better...
i told u abah...something wrong...sakit sgt rasanya tadi..dh ckp tak percaya..I yg rasa i know what I feel..

lps tu menunggu dan menunggu
contraction makin kuat...sakit makin menjadi2
alhamdulillah...beberapa kali teran kluarla si comel anugerah Allah yg putih melepak dan obviously sangat besar!!3.10kg...baby paling besar yg pernah ummi hasilkan antara korang berempat...
dan yg paling best confirm baby ni ade bird!!!
my son...
anak lelakiku...
mere beta hey...
penyejuk hatiku...
 Ariff Zulimran...