Mengidam ke?

Kalau rasa teringin nak makan (pelik2 atau mahal2) mesti baby dipersalahkan kan....baby yang teringin kononnya, sebab tu mengidam...so typical sentence..apalah budak tu tau..dia dok dalam dunia dia je..tak tau pon makanan tu ape, ape aje nutrisi yang mak dia salurkan, itulah yg tolong tumbesaran dia..pastu bila air liur baby meleleh2, haa..tu sebab mak dia tak dapat makanan yang dihajati..iye ke?part tu mungkin betul sikit..
Nasib baik term mengidam memang tak pernah wujud dalam kamus ummi sepanjang my previous pregnancy.apa yg ummi terasa nak makan, memang sebab ummi yang nak makan.iyelah, 1st 3 months x larat makan, lepas tu la baru boleh telan.so kalau pagi2 tu rasa teringin nak makan sesuatu..harus diusahakan..kdg2 tak terfikir pon tapi bila member ofis mula mengajak, tiba2 teringin makan ni...

seafood lasagna @ Pizza Hut

nampak mcm drooling kan..tapi adela seketul je udang nya..rasa cream n cheese je lebih..frustrated akak, dahla tunggu dekat sejam baru dapat..habis semua waitress dipanggil utk tanya mana makanannya?last2 manager bagi voucher free pizza sebab ummi cakap dlm bill xde lasagna, so xnk bayar...dahla dapat order lambat!
Nasib baik airnya sedap...Tropica Fizz namanya..rasa air krim soda tapi ade rasa manis jelly dan masam2 limau kasturi..sedap..tapi aisnya awal2 dh di remove dari gelas..x elok minum ais, x pasal2 baby keluar rambut jarang2 nanti..

sedapnya diminum waktu panas terik..look at the nice colours...

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From This Moment On

Hati terbuai mendengar lagu ni..From This Moment On by Shania Twain..
One of my favourite song, until now..

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

This song is not mainly for our lover..it can be dedicated to our child, baby, husband and parents..
The lyric touched my sensitive heart..to my husband, Arissa, Aqilah and baby inside:this song has so deep meaning to me..
From the moment my life begun as wife, mommy, mommy and mommy again..
I will keep on loving all of u as long as I live..

funny words

There are some few funny words comes from Arissa's mouth..It's weird yet still funny to hear. Dalam x sedar dia akan sebut gak perkataan tu walaupun dah diajar, bila terperasan dia akn betulkan balik..

baju angin

korang rasa baju jenis ape tu? adakah baju yg akan buat kita berangin/hangin/melayang2? atau bila pakainya kita rasa nk buang angin?hesh... actually maksudnya baju sejuk..tapi ntah dari mana asalnya dia dpt word tu, must be she heard from someone.hmmm..

tenok

bukan tenuk ye.. maksud dia 'tengok'

singgam

ape benda la ni ye..chewing gum ke?bukan.. maksud dia 'selotape' x tau mana dpt perkataan ni..tapi semlm dia ckp ngan abah(time abahnya betulkan ape yg dia ckp) ummi cakap singgam...ntah bila ummi ckp ntah..

kokanch

rasanya org boleh agak ape dia ni..one of her favourite cereal..coco crunch..mula2 x paham gak ape dia nak, sampai mengamuk la member.. byk lg tapi x ingat..nanti bila ingat ummi akan update ok!

kapal kubang
hahaha ni memang payah nak dibetulkan..tggu dia betul sendiri la ye..

perantin
apakah maksudnya itu?peranti kah (takkan dia tau ape peranti tu!)kantin kah?bukan....
ala..dia memang suka sgt kalau dapat tgk..kalau bawak tu bukan nk makan sgt, nk tgk perantin katanya...

barak
ishishish...apala anak ummi ni..nasib takde obama belakang word tu..tapi xpela,asalkan boleh gak difahami..

seyat
budak baru nak belajar..kita kena selalu guide dia..xdela pelat sgt..tapi mggu ni kakak x berapa sihat la..demam..

maafkan andai ku tak sempurna

I know lately I've been so annoying person..

Moody, bad-temper, perengus, no sense of humour, stressful, etc..

Forgive me my love, my girls..

I've tried my best to change this bad manners.Sometimes it just doesn't work.

Not to blaim the pregnancy..or the baby inside.All mothers love their kids, even still inside the womb..it just the hormone changes...

Untuk lebih memahami keadaan ini, let me explain a little bit on my feelings, daily routine.

I start my day around 6:30 am, dalam keadaan mabuk2, rasa nak muntah sebab perut kosong.I seldom get good sleep, after so many distractions during nightime..Arissa mengigau, both crying for milk, sound from outside, snoaring sounds, empty stomach plus I memang jenis payah lelap..So all this contribute to my dizziness upon wake up.

after shower bersilat nak siapkan diri (nasib baik jenis tak bermekap!), anak2 dan gosok baju.sejak anak 2 dan berbadan 2 ni, baju jarang dapat gosok during weekend.pagi2 tu la br nk iron semua.breakfast?memang takdan!

ding dong ding dong dah pukul 1tghari..ni pun jadi masalah..kenapa?sebab tekak ni selalu x berselera makanan di kantin..jemu, bosan!tengok lauk pun dah tau rasanya..bukan kufur rezeki Allah, tapi bila menu/makanan yg sama kita hadap utk 5 tahun, 4x sehari (breakfast/morning teabreak/lunch/afternoon teabreak), salah ke jika diri ni jelak dgn menu nya..I rather sleep than eating there.nape x makan kt luar?45mins just dont enough to go out.

kerja kerja dan kerja KRIIIINGGGG!!!!dah 5:30pm.

my waiting time just started..waiting to be fetched, the latest around 6:35.there was a time until almost 8pm.

sampai rumah melayan kerenah anak2 ku, sambil tgn ligat menyediakan dinner.sempoi dinner, not even a complete set of dish.soalan lagi..nape x makan kat luar je..again, tekak ni xleh terima kalau hari2 makan kat kedai..penat melayan kerenah budak berdua tu kat kedai makan lagi..plus x tau mana tempat nk makan. actually my tastebud is not the fussy one, in fact I'm very pleased.asal ade rasa masin, pedas sikit, tak berminyak okla tu..but my hubby experienced from previous pregnancies that my tastebud turns to western food, fruits, salad, pasta etc blablabla..so everytime masak kat umah pon kenala kurangkan sgt2 minyaknye..goreng2 telur, sayur semua pakai olive oil!bila dah siap masak, tak brp lalu plak nk makan..maklumla, masakan sendiri..sambil masak sambil merasa.badan dah start exhausted..anak2 mula meragam,adik nk tidur, kakak nk tgk tv..ummi nk tidur, kakak cakap "ummi jgnla tidur...jaga kakak...kakak nk tenok tv"....bila suh tgk ngan abah, xnak..ummi mula naik darah..suara pun dah high pitch..adik plak menangis2 dgr suara kakak..badan bertambah exhausted..end up sang suami yg sedang berehat dimarahi..sometimes x perasan pun dia tgh melipat pakaian, mengemas2 rumah..kakak yg menangis dicubit dan adik yg merengek dimarahi..

maafkan ummi wahai anak2ku

maafkan daku wahai cik abang

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this is not the real me