PMS

Ummi : kakak, cepat mandi...ummi nk gosok baju ni...

Kakak : ye la..

Ummi : bila la kakak boleh tolong ummi gosok baju...ummi dh boring hari2 gosok baju...(dlm hati bkn merungut...org pompuan kan suka membebel sambil buat kerja...)

Tiba-tiba ade org menyampuk...”dh gosok setiap hari...gosokla sekaligus...

Aiii...berdesup menusuk hati..ape dia awak cakap?

“dh gosok setiap hari...gosokla sekali semua...”

Thanks for “making” my day....so meh i story the detail every single routine in my life...which make me unable to iron the uniforms (uniformsssssss ok) everyday..

Start 6 pagi...tuntangtungtang siapkan bekal kakak, bekal myself, gosok baju(uniform sekolah Arissa, ummi, abah lagi), basuh botol, mandikan anak2 (sometimes Ariff, sometimes Aina)..Aqilah mandi sendiri..g kerja...buat kerja...sambil mkn2, rehat x g kantin atau kluar pon...nap kejap before zuhur, kerja sampai 5:30..

5:30 sharp balik..sebab??nk amik Ariff kt shah alam, pusing balik klang amik kakak, amik Aqilah/Aina taska..then baru balik...by this time dh 6:45...sebab??jammed..stupid traffic jammed..So kt sini dh start huru haranya..balik2 kena pau nk askrem laa..selagi x dapat nangis..sambil2 tu meleraikan Aina dan Aqilah yg selalu gaduh dlm kereta..Aqilah ratu airmata..denagr dia nangis dh tension...pujuk2 x jalan..

6:45 turunkan bag yg berlambak2..Arissa je 3 beg, total dlm 6-7 bag...kluarkan baju kotor, bekal..sumbat dlm mesin..turunkan Ariff, Ariff nangis2 sbb nk dukung..lepas mkn askrem, 3 girls masuk rumah, request nk mkn...so kelamkabut goreng ape yg ade (nugget, hotdog,burger)..sambil selangseli dukung-letak Ariff..Girls mandi, then mandikan Ariff..masalahnya suka bergaduh time mandi, lepas mandi, sambil makan..so sambil2 melenting, bebel, mandikan semua cepat2..basuh berak Aina..Ariff makin menjadi nangis..carikan baju,suruh girls pakai baju sendiri, dukung Ariff sambil basuh beras...Yes, i x lunch ye..sbb tidur..mlm nk Bfeed Ariff so i need rice..kluarkan ape yg patut utk masak..

By this time already 7:30, kakak n Aqilah ngaji..I still x mandi..kejap2 ke dapur curi2 masak, kejap2 ulit Ariff bg tidur..Aina dh start request nk mkn nasi..kakak2 balik ngaji nk mkn nasi..Masa ni you husband, still not back..bila you balik everything settle down, Cuma i belum mandi..nmpk semua under control kan??try to put yourself in my shoes for just 1 day..You will be totally exhausted..So what on earth do you think I have time to prepare and iron the clothes??

I am expecting something like “sabarla sya...anak kecik mmg letih...xpela..lps ni senang sikit kot...”

“awak letih ye..kesian...hari2 kena gosok baju abang, anak...”

“kesian ummi...”

At least Ahad i try to iron all clothes as many as i can..and pity me...I am a light sleeper person..so never or very seldom got deep sleep..anak nangis, snoaring sound, noise from outside, even very tiny-little sound will awake me up..pernah terbangun 20minit sekali..so utk bgn tidur dan memulakan hari adalah sukar bg diriku..maafla andai diri ni x mampu nk senyum pon...di pagi hari dan sambut awak balik dgn muka manis, wangi2..sbb diri sendiri x sempat mandi time tu, kelamkabut urus anak, bp naik sbb kerenah derang yg asik gaduh...pukul2, sepahkan rumah..nk siapkan air pon x penah..I faham dia kerja...byk attend meeting...byk kerja nk kena siapkan...tp pls consider myself..I pon kerja...ingat boss x nyampah tgk muka i?masuk pagi lewat sikit, x sempat g assembly, sharp 5:30 dh cabut dari ofis..

This is why  I need part time maid...utk suruh dia gosok semua baju...lipat baju...mop lantai...benda2 yg anak2 kecik x boleh nk tolong buat...kerja2 yg meletihkan diriku...lantas xde masa nk spend quality time with family...yg kluar dari mulut ni hari2 letih letih letih..bosan org lain dengar..anyway thanks for your kindness hubby...tolong sidai baju, angkat baju,lipat baju..really appreciate that so much..

*on da way to office boleh berkolam mata dengar lagu Bunga-bunga Cinta (Misha Omar)..sindrom PMS betol